Thursday, April 21, 2005
hello hello, hola! i'm at a place called vertigo! yay.breaking my back just to know your name. they say a hero can save us but i'm not gonna stand here and wait. you're my wonderwall. and i almost had you, but i guess that just doesn't cut it. can you feel the love tonight. i walk this empty street.
ok haha that was total crap. i was ust bored. oh wait. why am i bored. i'm not supposed to be bored. i'm supposed to be doing my history pt. ah thats it. i'm not doing it. XD oh wem.
well nothing much has been happening i guess. cept that kang got 2nd for 100 fly! so pro. >.<
and i can't train properly. i trained twice on tues and in the morning i could train properly but in the afternoon i just couldn't move. i think jaan thought i was slacking or sth. he was like " kat, quality training from a quality swimmer!" like hello i wasn't slacking. i was trying but i was dying. like its my fault isit. hah. think i'm burning out? possible. yay lets quit. i wanna quit. i don't feel like swimming anymore. so lousy anyway so train for what. bet i'm gonna get last for sea age. or they may kick me out of the team cos i'm too lousy. hah. then jaan will hate me even more.
and i'm not training now cos if i go i'll just be lousy and slow again so i may as well not go right.
yea you can tell i'm demoralised uh.
not surprising seeing that i can't do anything properly. i can't even understand the stupid maths linear graphs thing!!! bet i'm gonna fail maths again this year. >< i simply could not understand anything ok.
lots of complaining going here. if you don't wanna read it just piss off. no one's asking you to read this. and if you're inclined to tag hate tags on my blog by any chance, tag away. i did not, do not, and will not ever care.
so. i shall disappear-
kat â¥
5:19 PM
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