Wednesday, June 29, 2005
nats starting tuesday. i'm not worried for some strange reason. i don't really care la. i mean, i can't seem to move nowadays so i guess i'll have no one to blame but myself if i do a super slow time.
i didn't go for third lang today. i'm quitting already. finally. woot. but i haven'y put the form in yet. should so it as soon as possible i guess before the next test.
or lit teacher is back. mrslouisayue. i think she's quite a good teacher. rather strict, but she's quite fun also so i suppose the rest of the lit lessons for the remainder of the year should be ok.
i guess some people just have all the luck don't they? how hard do some of us work just to move that one measly step, yet these people don't do much, yet they get further than those who work their butts off. it hardly seems fair.
work work work work. so much work and we haven't even been back in school for a week yet. sucks. i'm already struggling with all this. wonder how i'm gonna cope with the rest of the year. maybe i should swim less. i really need the time. though when you think about it i'm training really little already. max six times. thats quite pathetic. small wonder i'm deproving i guess.
currently trying to get rs and maths pt done. i'm super frustrated. can't seem to do anything well nowadays.
oh well. guess i'd better get somemore work done then.
where are you??!
life is a rollercoaster just gotta ride it.
kat â¥
9:59 PM
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
back to school tmr. ><
stupid no homework policy. may as well abolish it man. talk about not giving us homework over the hols. hah. everyone ended up rushing their pt's during the hols. they think just cos its due in week 2 that we have the time meet up and do everything by then? lol wishful thinking.
i'm not looking forward to school tmr man.who is? back the same old boring monotony of school life. typical day: wake up, go to school, tuition [varies], training, homework, chat abit, sleep.
it doesn't sound bad, but it is.
i'm moping. and blasting maroon five songs about jane. its nice. i just realised.
why aren't you online? i miss you so much. lol nvm.
i love you and i hate you. what else can i say.
imissyou imissyou imissyou. so much it hurts.
kat â¥
8:43 PM
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
back to school in 2 days. ><
uh huh. this my shit. all the girls gotta be like that. few times i've been around that track so its not just gonna happen like that. cos i ain't no hollaback girl!
woots. hollaback girl rocks. me and ems and rach yeung were singing it relentlessly today during both trainings. lol. funkaye.
speaking of training.
i can't train well again! my muscles were so soft. and i was dying to make like, 35 for back sprints. i mean, SHEESH. and the pulling at the end. don't even get me started man. oh, i seem to have started anyway so i'll just continue anyway. i did 100m. up till then my arms felt fine. but after i turned, BANG. my muscles started aching and i almost died. ok, so it wasn't that bad, but, you kinda get the drift right.
uh huh. this my shit!
woots. idon'twannagobacktoschoolican'twaitforasianagei'mgonnadietmri'mhavingsomuchfundoingthisnoactuallyi'mnotsad.
i'm kinda high. ignore that. trying to get a sugar rush. hahah.
i'll need one for training tmr. jaan's got some weirdo new set. but i think should be better than 30x50. oh well. we'll see.
kat â¥
10:16 PM
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Friday, June 24, 2005
ok, national open is over. surprisingly though i didn't really want it to end. errm. i think ems and sam know why. they better not tell though. ^^
err. five nice things happened at open.
one. saw bestie baby mushroom mouseling ser again! nevermind if you didn't do so well ok mouseling! you'll have other chances. like during nats! and i'll try to find you a nice guy who looks like utt from thailand to lift your spirits!
two. qualified for asian age! for 50 back only, but still. !!!!! haha. that was my aim. and i made it. woots.
three. did pb for 50 back. finally broke the 32 barrier. did 31.96! woots.
four. came in third for 50 back for open. woots. unexpected medal. though i almost lost it. ><
five. errrrrrrrmmm. not telling. whee. wild horses couldn't drag it out of me. sam and ems know. if they tell i will personally wring their necks. and they better be honoured that i did it personally ok.
so. 200 back i did 2.38.something. missed pb by a second. 100 back did a pb by 0.01 for heats and did 1.11 for finals. >< i mean, SHEESH.
yea so anyway, that was open in the tiniest nutshell you could imagine. i must say i had alot of fun and that i actually miss the ss pool. now the ssc pool feels so warm. hahaha.
i have to traintraintrain super hard now for school nats. then right after that there's asian age so must traintraintrain again. bleah. but kinda looking forward to it.
upside down bouncing off the ceiling inside out stranger to this feeling
kat â¥
8:54 PM
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Your Geek Profile:
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Academic Geekiness: None |
Fashion Geekiness: None |
Gamer Geekiness: None |
Geekiness in Love: None |
General Geekiness: None |
Internet Geekiness: None |
Movie Geekiness: None |
Music Geekiness: None |
SciFi Geekiness: None |
one more
Your Extroversion Profile: |
| Activity Level: Very High |
| Friendliness: Very High |
| Cheerfulness: High |
| Sociability: High |
| Assertiveness: Medium |
| Excitement Seeking: Medium |
another one.
| Your EQ is |
153
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
hey i didn't lie abt the things ok. i was perfectly honest. so there.
You Are From the Sun |
Of all your friends, you're the shining star.
You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight.
You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party.
Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.
Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!
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this is crap la. i'm not dramatic... am i? i'm not flirty. i'm not a great leader. man this is total hogwash. bleahh.
why so many, you ask. i was bored. nothing more to it than that.
hahah ser! don't worry only the two of us know about your weird dreams. they're scary. :|
i miss you loads bestie! can't wait to see you again at sg open! i'll sit with you and you'll tell me more about your funny dreams right. i can't wait can't wait can't wait! maybe i'll be able to shake this feeling of depression after i see you and all right. hope so. =) i love you darl!
gala's this saturday. very good. i can't wait. i think its gonna be fun. all the dancing and stuff. can't wait.
oh gtg for dinner now.byeeeeeee.
kat â¥
8:02 PM
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong.
don't you sometimes think that? its as if one moment things were going perfectly, exactly as you imagined them, but the next moment, suddenly your world came crashing down, and your flawless picture just morphs into your worse nightmare in an instant.
i thought that i could start anew when i started this year. i thought i could put last year's wrong behind me, and that this year would be better. i was even stupid enough to think that i would understand what i didn't last year.
when i didn't, i tried. tried so hard to make sure that i did, that i had at least a vague idea of what was going on. i tried asking people. i tried practicing. i mean, hell! i even tried listening to her monotonous drone, trying to pick what little bits of information i could out of her effing explanations.
but did all these attempts work? NOOOOOOOOOO. not in the least. so here i am, asking myself, why, then? did i go through all this trouble? why, then, was i so keen on trying harder this year? i should have just not done anything. i mean, if i must fail, who bloody cares how much i fail by? well, except HER. of course.
i now ask my next question. should i ATTEMPT to work harder and try to buck up? i mean, i tried harder than last year, but, hey, i find that i'm doing no better. worse, in fact. so, i ask once again, what is the point?
i know that some people would say that at least i can swim and all, but, tell me, where in hell can swimming get me? get a few medals, shake some hands, thank you thank you etc. and at the end of the day? i'm left with some useless medals that are worth nothing, and i mean nothing, to me. all i'll have left is some useless scrap metal and lots of beautiful memories.
well, maybe i could get a sports scholarship, you say. well, that certainly is possible, provided i want to swim for that long and that i won't poop out. which is extremely likely. besides, if i wer to get a scholarship based on swimming, i'd be bound to swim for, effectively, the rest of my youth! what a wonderful, tempting thought.
yes yes. i am wallowing in self pity, why, you ask, am i wasting your time with all my worthless woes? well, for one, maybe, just maybe, it because this is my bloody blog?! yea. and anyway, if you thought your time was being whiled away on something perfectly useless like reading this entry, you wouldn't have read this far, now would you?
logic is wonderful.
kat â¥
8:08 PM
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Friday, June 10, 2005
i'm depressed. there's no better way to decribe it. i'm depressed.
its raining. it seems the sky feels the same way i do.
can't swim can't study just what can i do?
here i am, once again, i'm torn into pieces...
i try to train hard. i try to study. i try to learn my work, but all to no avail. is it any wonder i can't do anything well? okok nvm. i shan't get you depressed with my problems.
i can qualify for asian age for my 50 back. i'm gonna try to get in.
i changed my template. does it tell you something? well.
i'll go and wallow in self pity now shall i?
kat â¥
9:09 PM
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
i haven't blogged for almost a month already. sorry eh.
anyway, we got back from sea age yesterday at abt 1430. man, sea age was a whole lot of fun! esp the first few nights when we played truth or dare. =D
i didn't do too badly for my events. ^^ did 1.10.80 for 100 back and came in 5th. [i was seeded 5th also.] and did 32.07 for 50 back [pb!] and came in third! yayyy. it was unexpected though. woots.
roomed with khoonnie. lol we had so much junk food stashed in our room and mum bought some more for us on the second day so we filled up all the three drawers in the cupboard in the room with chips, chocolates, biscuits, muesli bars etc. and there were m&m's in the fridge plus some drinks also. whee we had so much fun.
err. actually seeing that i've been away for almost a week, i don't really have much stuff to talk about. ><
but, what can i say, to be honest i though i'd spend one week in hell. but it didn't turn out so bad. ^^
the room service we ordered on the last night was great eh. [pizza courtesy of hong koon!] and we finished so much of the chips that i brought. and i think i stayed up until 5 am on the last night. confession. me and christel were walking up and down the corridor trying to find rooms where ppl were doing fun stuff so i stood in front of the security camera and christel looked under the doors. lol! but it was fun. tam hijacked my bed and sijia was sleeping on khoonnie's when me and christel went back to my room, whereupon christel promptly plunked herself on the other half of my bed and went to sleep so i plonked next to sijia and slept.lol. i think sometime in the night wan ting came in also. hahaha so funny.
ohohoh i almost forgot. the theme park that we went to after the gala dinner was so cool! thry kept it open for us until 12 something. the rides were amazing! they'd never allow this sorta rides in singapore. plus we don't have the necessary space. sadd.
the freefall and water ride rocked uh tam! the freefall thing was super fun. the thing brings you up slowly until you're like, 100 over metres off the ground, and you can see all the scenery and stuff, then it stays there for like 10 seconds or so, and just as you're starting to enjoy the scenery and all, the thing suddenly drops and you feel as if the seat has been taken out from under you and you're dropping, sorry, whizzing down. and less than 5 seconds later, you're back down on the ground. the feeling was totally exhilarating. super great man. and the water ride. i think its called log flume. there's one part where you go down the slope BACKWARDS. it was so cool!
none of us wanted to go back the next day. thats how much fun we were having!
haha ok so thats sea age in a nutshell. and i'm getting a new phone cos of the money i'm getting from sea age. i think there's a $1200 grant for getting a medal, and abt $240 back for getting a bronze. so. mum has finally agreed to get me a new phone. woots!!!!!!!!!!
yea ok gonna try and do maths pt now. byeeeeee-
kat â¥
8:05 PM
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