Sunday, July 10, 2005
there's a banana in the fridge. left there for almost a week. sad and neglected. almost as i feel now.
i read this dream analysis thing from readers' digest and it says that if you have dreams where you seem to be falling into this hole or something along those lines then you don't feel as if you have emotional support. and, this sounds dumb, but i do have dreams like that. and its a recurring one at that. i feel as if i'm falling into this hole back first, and i'm falling progressively faster until it reaches dizzying speeds, then i just wake up. its really scary. the feeling is so real. and after i read that article i got abit freaked out. ><
i really don't know what to think.
maybe thats why i'm so chronically depressed.
i'm worried about nats. i'm worried i won't be able to do a pb. i'm worried i'll screw up my plunge. i'm just worried that i won't do well. what if i can't go for asian age either? >< worryworryworry. i should try to do as ems said and worry everything out now so by the time the day actually rolls around i won't be worried anymore. .-.
i have maths pt individual component complete tuesday. i have NO IDEA how to do it. i'm so dead.
bwah.
i said maybe,
you're gonna be the one that saves me.
and afterall,
you're my wonderwall.
kat â¥
7:13 PM
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