Sunday, September 25, 2005
i suck. i toally suck.
these days all i feel is either depressed or pissed. don't ask me why.
i'm sorry, to all you ppl reading my blog. i know i shouldn't torture you with my problems, but thats what a blog is for right? and anyway, i've said it before and i'll say it again. if my entries bother you then just don't come here. you can leave right now. there's a red carpet rolled out already.
nowadays it seems that every happy thing i've experienced will be or has been overshadowed by something equally or more unpleasant or unbearable. i don't know why. i just can't seem to do anything right anymore.
sigh.
training training training school school school exams exams exams tuition tuition tuition. the list goes on. its the same old thing day in, day out, and i wouldn't mind doing them so much if i could at least achieve something, but the worst part is that i'm getting absolutely no where in any of these things. i know, if you fail, try, try and try again, but i've tried so many times, tried so hard, but still i achieve nothing, or minimal results. so really, what IS the point of trying so hard any longer?
right now, i hate myself, i hate training, i hate school, i hate the world. so if, at any time recently i have offended you by snapping at you or anything like that, well, sorry ok.
yes yes i know. everyone's busy too, so what right do i have to moan on and on and on about my bloody problems? well, i've told you, this is my blog, my right to say things that i want, so if you can't stomach it, please leave.
its raining. just the right kinda weather to reflect my mood i guess.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
i could go on and on. but i wouldn't want to bore you. (:
goodbbye. i hate me (:
why do you build me up buttercup baby just to let me down.
kat â¥
9:16 PM
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