Tuesday, April 25, 2006
look at our back and front doors! doesn't the chocolate bar look perfectly edible? and the charaters look so real right! kudos to the ppl who drew them! (:
HAHAh look at yanhan and me. [yanhan i'm sorry if you don't like this, cos i do!] rgsbookday 06! i know this entry is really late so i shan't elaborate further, and i know i look like shate but i don't care either!
erm yea, anyway, hiew recently wrote me a poem, but i currently can't find the letter. hiew don't kill me! i now i promised to put it on my blog, but i really can't find it! sorry sorryy.
er what else. tons of tests next week, and i'm gonna flunk all of them! maths chem bio physics chinese.rarrs. my gpa this year is gonna be superlow la. ><
y'know what? eeverytime i see a swimming pool, i feel like screaming. i dunno why i'm so sick of swimming, but i've been doing it for so long, and when you do the same thing day in, day out, you're bound to get sick of it. i have no more motivation left. oh sure, sea age. haha yea it'll be fun and all, but even if i do get a medal (which i won't), its not gonna help me get a job or anything next time right. dots la, one stupid medal. and i know, i know, i told mum i want to quit after sec4, but she was like NOO, how can, you know how many ppl would give a lot to get where you are and blahdeeblah. i'm not denying that i'm happy with my success thus far, but its jus that i really see no point in continuing with somthing if you don't enjoy it anymore. i'd rather not be as good at something that i enjoy, then be fantastic at something i enjoy. (quote: career guidance : follow your passion!) yup, and i'm no longer passionate about swimming. i never was actually. it was just something i did cos mum enrolled me in it in the first place and i had no other cca, so i continued, but over the years its become such a bore. the only reason i go training nowadays is to see friends. >< heck la, its not as if i'm gonna get much further anyway. ooh, maybe the sea games? dots. yea right. that's an untouchable dream, especially with all the foreigners they're bringing in.
so come sec4, i say, to hell with swimming! i'll go join odac or smth more fun.
oh, and ive got contacts. (:
what an anticlimax.
and every night there's a new crowd, but its always you i'm thinking about.
kat â¥
7:16 AM
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
ok, so i'm backdated. asean cup ended 2 days ago and here i am blogging only now, though i'm supposed to be doing my maths pt. oh well, just call me the perpetual procrastinator who does things at the last minutes and can't get them right no matter how hard i try. ah well. whatever ><
yup. so.. asean. asean was. quite fun, but kind of boring at the same time. did pretty ok, only one pb [100freerelay] but was quite close to my pbs, so i'm pretty hapy with the results.
50 back - 31.76
100 back - 1.10.56
50 fly - 30.45 - lost to dandan by 0.01! ><
100 fly - 1.07.34
50 free - 29.98
100 free - 1.05.01
100 free [relay] - 1.02.90
finally a 1.02 for 100 free la. but i guess i didn't have the motivation to go hard for the individual event as compared to the team event where there was pressure and motivation. it just goes to show that motivation plays a huge part in determining whether a person does well or not huh. that's probably why i don't do well during comps. i.have.no.motivation.!
ah well, overall it was notbad lar, cos this time more ppl could swim as opposed to previous years where not many ppl went so there wasn't much club spirit or anything. the relays were exciting, what with all the mad cheering and screaming and jumping up and down. haha..
the gala was. well. forgettable. it ended at 8.30 for goodness sakes. and its not as if those 2 and a half hours were very enjoyable. the food was not really good, there wasn't enough time allocated for the dinner, not many foreign clubs went, everyone was so stoned.. various factors. and the worst part of the night was when we went up on stage to perform our hamster dance. sounds cute and fun right? but some people just had to come up on stage and gay around. like, whatever la. if you want to gay around normally, fine, maybe its kind of amusing, but when you just anyhow gay around when people are performing, i just think its not very nice. and that's putting it lightly. i should have just pushed them right off the stage, since they were next to me. rarrs. ruined the whole night.
and they lied about having asked us somemore. huh. there's a limit to having fun, anywhere and everywhere you go.
hmm and after the gala everything fell even flatter. cos usually if we're overseas, then after the gala ends, we'll all go back to the hotel and play and have a crazy night of fun. but this time, all we did was go home and stone or do hw. >< rarrs, somehow i don't think next year's asean will be that fun..
there's more i would like to say about stuff that's been happening, about the (irritating) small kids, about the state of our squad etc, but i shall refrain. for now anyway.
sorry this post's so miserable, but i am miserable. ): don't ask why. only my diary knows. oh, and hiew.
cos i don't think you'd give me another look anway.
kat â¥
6:01 AM
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
asean cup in 2 days! i'm kind of excited, but i'm also not cos i'll be seeing people i do'nt want to see (hiew you know who. >:|) and i know i'm not gonna do well. but asean isn't really about doing well i guess. its more about having fun with friends. (:
rarrs what's wrong with our club nowadays. everything's so messed up and.. i shan't say anymore. ssc ELITESQUAD ppl you know what i'm talking about right! yup. our secret! and sscelite shall live on forever, even if they abolish it completely. we'll still be bonded with each other and work together, and have all the a and b group lanes to ourselves. hah. LOVES!
grar someone made me so pissed today. i shan't even look at this person at asean if i can help it. or else i think i'll just feel like puking. i know i'm not a nice person. but i certainly do not care. i shall say what i want to.
physics test was pretty good considering the fact that i didn't study much. got 80.5 percent. ahah great since its 20% of the whole year's results. i'm hoping my other subs won't pull my gpa down. ><
nevermind about our lousy package ssc ppl! we'll still work hard and do our best right! i believe in my beloved ssc elite! <33
kat â¥
7:34 AM
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