Friday, July 29, 2005
my goodness. friendster is sooo dead. i've been trying to send a message for so long and the reply page just will not load. god. and i know its not the broadband screwing up again cos the other sites i go to are fine. bwah.
ah. its finally done. yay i sent my message, =)))
training wasn't bad today. i can't be bothered to type the set. but it was ok. though i was tired and my legs weren't kicking so i was doing super slow times. =((
did pb for 25 and 15m back though. XD finally.
asian age meeting tmr. get to skip like one hour of training. so cool right. meeting's from 9.15 to 10.15 so we're leaving trng at 8.30. woot.
lol its so early but i think i should go now.
byebye.
you know we'll make it rightt.
kat â¥
10:36 PM
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Monday, July 25, 2005
today wasn't a bad day. no. not at all. for one, spoon's lesson was quite slack as usual, and i just.. well, i can't even remember what i did. oops. =p after that was aesthetics. we started home econs today. guess what we made. egg and cheese sandwiches, papaya boats, and hot milo. i was like. !!!!!!!!!!
the egg and cheese sandwiches were fine actually, if a bit salty, but the papaya boats! all they turned out to be were some stupid pieces of papaya that we had to cut nicely and present on a plate. -_-" i thought they would be something nice like the papaya with almond(?) sauce inside that we had in shenzhen. lol.
andand. teaching us to make MILO of all things. mygod. you'd think we were p1 kids. HOT MILO! the teacher proclaimed. and everyone rolled their eyes.
honestly though, the food was quite good overall when we sat down to eat. i mean, duh. since we were the ones who made it. ahah. but seriously, it was quite nice.
ohoh this is the best part of the day. during maths, tottochan came over, and he was looking at os, cos she had packed already and was looking exceedingly bored. "why you look so bored?" he asked. "i wanna go home!" whined os. whereupon, tottochan replied, "i also want to go home!" and HE GIGGLED. my god. i heard this funny little giggle and i was wondering if it was sal, but it turned out to be tottochan cos sal was doing her work and os does not laugh like that.
my goodness.
many of our classmates seem to like our teachers far too much. -points at boo, ayam and vorn
i can't seem to think of what to blog about nowadays.
iloveyou.
got nowhere to runthe night goes onand i'm fading away.
kat â¥
6:28 PM
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
chee was being an irritating pok today. well, its not really today right. its more like, everytime we have pe with him. but anyway. he was nagging as usual, and he'd stop at the slighest whisper and threaten to make us walk 10 rounds around the track. note that he said walk. so none of us really bothered. after that he got really pissed though, so we decided to be abit nicer and keep quiet. or at least whisper a little softer. XD
i wouldn't have minded walking those ten rounds though. at least then we'd be free of his persistent nagging. : | he kept telling us all the stuuf that he'd told us about 10 times before. and he was wondering why we weren't listening?
"its for your own good girls! you're having your assessment today! if you don't listen and you fail don't blame me!" if that's what's good, i shudder to think what "bad" would be. eeyer.
anyway i got 4 out of 5 for the bball assessment so i guess not listening helps huh. XD personally i thought i played a crap game. thought i'd get 2 or sth. ><
friendster is screwed! i can't delete or upload photos! oh man. i don't know why i bother but i am so there's no use complaining right. =p nevermind.
the harry potter book is quite nice. though its quite draggy as usual. i say jk's losing her touch. she says she misses the writing. yea suuuure. misses the money more like. erm. ok i hope she never sees this. i'll probably get sued for slander. =D
rushing geog pt now. haha. but its not that hard.
here comes the rain again falling from the stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are
kat â¥
8:29 PM
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Monday, July 18, 2005
jaan's given me and kang this funny piece of paper where we have to tick all the days that we can go training so that he can construct a program for us each. the problem is that there are 51 sessions before we leave for asian age, the goal is 40, but at the current number per week i'm doing now i'll only make ...27! my god. thats pathetic. so as a result of my dwindling attendance and in my eagerness to do well for that ONE LAP of backstroke, i have decided to go and train tmr morning even though i still have a ton of work that i haven't done.
i am so guai right. ahaha.
so, yea. btw, the goblet of fire trailer sucks. it tells you nothing about the movie. yep.
i'm going to watch some nicenice chinese kungfu movie now.
tata.
anyone who can touch you can love you or leave you.
kat â¥
9:21 PM
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Monday, July 11, 2005
bwah.
the maths pt individual component is driving me mad. how come everyone else knows how to do it but me? argh. i don't have an inkling of what we're supposed to do. i don't know how to begin, where to begin. howhowhowhow. its due tmr! i only have ONE question out of 5 done. argh.
ohno.
nats are tmr also. howhow. my legs are aching. howhow. i will try to do a 31 for 50 back. i must believe that i can. =)
i can't get that song out of my head no matter how much i try. its just the same with you. i can't. just can't. :S
I AM BLASTING MUSIC. its not helping me calm down much. arghhhh.
economics. bweah. what makes them so sure we're gonna make a career out of maths huh. and they give such a difficult group component, and then give an individual one also. want us to die ah. bleah. there's also geog pt. i am going to work until midnight tonigh. ><
i think i should go now. so i can finish earlier. yup.
you had a bad day you're taking one down you sing a sad song just to turn it around.
kat â¥
6:41 PM
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
there's a banana in the fridge. left there for almost a week. sad and neglected. almost as i feel now.
i read this dream analysis thing from readers' digest and it says that if you have dreams where you seem to be falling into this hole or something along those lines then you don't feel as if you have emotional support. and, this sounds dumb, but i do have dreams like that. and its a recurring one at that. i feel as if i'm falling into this hole back first, and i'm falling progressively faster until it reaches dizzying speeds, then i just wake up. its really scary. the feeling is so real. and after i read that article i got abit freaked out. ><
i really don't know what to think.
maybe thats why i'm so chronically depressed.
i'm worried about nats. i'm worried i won't be able to do a pb. i'm worried i'll screw up my plunge. i'm just worried that i won't do well. what if i can't go for asian age either? >< worryworryworry. i should try to do as ems said and worry everything out now so by the time the day actually rolls around i won't be worried anymore. .-.
i have maths pt individual component complete tuesday. i have NO IDEA how to do it. i'm so dead.
bwah.
i said maybe,
you're gonna be the one that saves me.
and afterall,
you're my wonderwall.
kat â¥
7:13 PM
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Friday, July 08, 2005
ahah. last day of nats heats. did 32.56 for 50 back and 1.10.66 for 100 back. ><>< sigh i seem to be stagnating. the only nice thing is that i did pm for 50 free. 28.98. its more like 29 but it sounds better right. boos. =(
today wasn't so bad though. i didn't feel quite as tired as i expected after the 100 back. is that good or bad? maybe i could have gone faster and done 1.09? -.-
finals on tues and wed. i'm super scared. at least i can say i was sorta slaking for heats cos i knew i would get into finals, but for finals, i will definitely go fast right. so if i don't do pb i'll be damn sad. supersuperscareddd. :(((((
i know everyone's telling me not to worry about my event cos i will surely get first. butbut. the point is that i don't care about the bloody medal. even if i were last and i did 31 for 50 back and 1.09 for 100 back, i'd be happy. i don't give a shate about the medal! why is everyone so bent on the dumb medal. just having that medal does NOT mean you are the best in singapore. its just. a piece of metal. i mean, if you were the 1st and you didn't do pb, would you be happy? i know i certainly would not. after all, you know that you didn't do as well as you should have and could have so where's the pleasure in that?
shate i don't think i'm gonna do well ok. dumb timing. i'm stagnating. hope its not gonna be like my fly again. argh. i seem to be able to do the time just once, after which i never even smell it again. ><
quitquitquit. should i quit? i feel like sometimes. its just so frustrating. i just can't seem to attain the sort of speed that i want.
i hate wannabes. i hate people who try to be popular. likelike. HER.
i mean. argh. you try and be like everyone you think is "cool". conformity. not so good in this case. i mean. if you wanna be cool go and buy a fan or sth man. ok out of point. seriously though. if you want people to like you and respect you then you don't really go around trying to be like everybody. cos its not cool. its just irritating. can you imagine someone coming to you and copying everything you do including you handwriting and the things you do and say? boo.
i can't stand you man. i don't care if you come here and see this. cos you jolly well know that i dislike you. i've disliked you since ast year. i didn't mind you at the start of last year but once you started sticking to us and copying everything we did, then i started hating you. sticky dumbass. like sticking plaster. something that NEVER comes off.
if you bothered to look, closely, you'd realise that even the people you think like you DON'T. they actually despise you. they can't stand you. hah. now you know.
why am i wasting my breath on this. its just sorta fun. nevermind.
bwah.
i'm still hungry. ><
kat â¥
9:50 PM
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Monday, July 04, 2005
nats start tmr.
50 back is the first event in the afternoon.
i'm leaving school at 11. yay.
i don't feel like blogging. yet i feel like blogging. ever get that feeling?
hmm.
areyoucomingonlineornotarghcanyoupleasecomeonlineineedtotalktoyou.
dumb Ozymanidas. i realised i suck at poetry analysis. blahdee. i'm just gonna hand up my super short essays. they're less than two pages for some writing that i'm calling essays to make them sound longer. wem.
i am going to slack for heats tmr. i do not care. ahaha.
i wonder if i take you home would you still be in love baby.
kat â¥
9:58 PM
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
i cut my hair today.
the hairdresser almost burnt my scalp while drying my hair. : | and while she was trying to round to the other side of my head, she pulled the hairdryer plug out of its socket. ><
we saw some people filming some new serial outside the hairdresser's. jack neo was the director. the girls were dressed in turquoise tops and yellow skirts. such an eyesore. and there was this HUGE crowd gathered around the filming area to watch. mostly aunties and uncles.
we get a holiday tomorrow. thats great. i need the extra time to finish up alot of work and do some stuff that i've been putting off. so much for a youth day holiday. ><
just finished watching AI (artificial intelligence). its so touching. especialy the last part where david goes back to his house two thousand years later and realises his mother is gone and can never come back. :( i almost cried.
me and hiew are gonna watch alot like love after nats. yays. love!
i can't think of anything more to write here.
my hair is quite short now.
nats on tues. first event of the afternoon!
i'm gonna slack.
kat â¥
9:47 PM
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
i have been asked to blog by hiew. so here i am.
training today wasn't too bad. video taping in the morning. so slack. all we did were some starts and turns and videotaped our strokes. then went upstairs to watch the videos. my right pull deforms my stroke according to jaan. whatever that means. : | and my back start sucks. my butt just s i n k s when i start. ><
i still love saturday mornings.
afternoon training was lactate production. our favourite set! XD 6x50. and we got to do our own cool down this time. which was nicer than swimming 150m. tmr is tolerance. but not 30x50 or downhill. thanks goodness.
ronan keating's songs are quite nice.
that was random.
back to jiang again today. i was so tired from sleeping late the past week that i almost fell asleep in class. i was struggling to keep my eyes open and when the teacher called my name to ask me to answer some question it took abt 10 seconds for my brain to register that it was me she was calling. ><
my posts are getting shorter. "you must write in greater depth" she said. [quad L] but i can't be bothered to.
ah heck. i'm just gonna stop here. don't feel like sleeping.
this is the long goodbye somebody tell me why.
kat â¥
10:35 PM
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